Sunday, September 19, 2010

Moving on

Why is it so hard to move on after someone that you once LOVED with all of who you were moves on with another person?

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Remember how I always said I wish I could go back to my high school days???

HA!  Not anymore. Got a taste of it this morning, while at the twins high school orientation.
Got kicked out by Mrs. Spiers.  LOL!

Have to go back to the high school at 11:30.

Til then... I have NO idea what I'm gonna do.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

It's so hard to just... forgive and forget

Last month, I got into a nasty tiff with my ex husband's niece, Jessica.  (Note: I will NOT call her my neice any longer. It pains me too much).
Her sister, Chelsea, was getting married.  And I was told that I was not wanted at the wedding by Jessica.
What got her so tiffed at me?   Because I told her the truth.   That her boyfriend, Justin, who is a drug abuser/user was locking their kids up in the room because he wanted to play XBOX.  And she knew this.
I heard it from someone that works with her too.  That she said that to this person.  I'm surprised that this person didn't tell her the friend, a cop, about it.

Jessica expects me to just drop it and get over it.    She even told my daughter at work more or less that I should just forget it and forgive her because I was friends with Ann, my ex sister in law after she and I had gotten into some tiffs.   Well... guess what?   Ann never hurt me like Jessica did.
I've known Chelsea since the day that she was born.  And the fact that I was told by her sister that I wasn't wanted...    It HURT ME DEEPLY!!!

I am taking a break from Facebook for a couple of days.  I am NOT going to stress myself out by going on there!!!

Why can't people see what they do?  How they hurt you and affect you?  She doesn't think that it was a big deal that I wasn't there at the wedding.  And the fact that she LIED to the Abbott family about WHY I wasn't there!!!!!  That makes it even worse!!!!

If she would just come clean with the Abbott family and everyone else about WHY I wasn't there.   And if she would just come to me face to face and apologize... I'd be able to just forget... and move on.   Like... THAT WILL EVER HAPPEN!!